Should I ??

been really buzi with assignments... 2 more due by the end of next week.. then exam starts... knn, dunno if got enuff time to study or not oso.. strange thing happened yesterday when i was going foy my doc's appt... was in the bus then got no seats so sat beside this indian lady.. then her elbow hit my arm.. it was damnn cold.. tot maybe the air-con was too high or maybe she cold blooded or smth.. then 2nd time hit my arm again.. then i touched my arm and felt like somthing wet!! i looked and saw it was blood!!! KNN CCB!! got soo much bloood on my arm... that lady was bleeding from her elbow?? strange.. luckily i reached my stop then got off then went straight to toilet to wash!! CB hpe i dun kena some diesease or wad... she bleeding soo much then cannot feel one meh? KNS...

One of the chicks at the clinic quite cute... she's a malay but got a nice bod... the fuckable type... shoik to carry and do kind... she smiled then i smiled back.. haha... my doc one KNN.. told me got one urgent case came up and asked if i can wait for 40-45 mins... CB i sit there soo long do wad fuck... better go home and do my assignments... so fix another appt this fri to see his face again..

came back and was watching tv.. then while flipping tru the channels saw the re-run of MM debate... KNN i damnn fucking fed up of this kind of shite... where got point put 8-10 young punks against 1 man whose work experience is almost twice their age!! WTF... some of them soo quiet nvr ask any Qs.. they probably think their face appear on tv become famous enuff already...then noticed got this gal in green sitting infron cann stop talking one.. knn ppl ask Qs she like to interupt.. soo fucking noisy like poodle... cannot imagine her in bed...

She: "common yea.. bang me harder!!... faster!!.. common!!.. go in deepeer!!..im soo horny!!!....
He: Shuddup bitch..im trying to fuck

hahahahaa.......

CB lah.. tok politics in sg waste of time.... after 1/2 hr i dun understand wad they toking abt oso??!! how wad they are toking will benefit me oso i dun understand.. should have put me on the show lah... then i shoot my bullet...

1) What happened to the employer CPF contri rates? It was reduced yrs ago b'cos economic downturn but now GDP growing 7-8% and nothing done?
2) What the fuck is a S-Pass for? before last election the gahmen increase the salary cap for EPs from 2k to 2.5k.. so can attract the skilled workers and also give more jobs to s'poreans... then got WP.. ok fair enuff .. its for the bangalas if not sg got no roads or houses... then where the fuck the S-Pass come from? KNN in my ex-co got soo many ppl from India come in using S-Pass... why got special pass.. they dun have 2 heads or 3 hands... Y can't s'poreans do the same work as them?? Salary cap 1.8k only??!!

then got the progress package... y give the older s'poreans more than the younger ones?? then got bonous for them some more... how come the gahmen puch employer to hire ppl above 40??? the give them extra incentives some more?? KNN... is it b'cos the majority of s'poreans are age >40??!!! this is not rocket science lah... juz look at the stats... s'poreans 21-39 and those >40.... hiazz i better stop if not my blood start to boil..

humm... have been thinking of circumcision... actually tot abt it some time ago, but now seriously considering...It's clean and can improve my performance!! Who's ur Daddy??!! haha... Also since i dun need to take 1 week MC cos im not working.... knn.. those mly boys damnn lucky cos they kena when very young... dunno why our parents nvr bring us to kena circumcise when young... now soo old paiseh want to go hospital and tell the old lady at the counter want to see doc to kena circumcise.. actually think better old lady then young girl.. even more paisehhh!!.. hahaha... maybe after my exams but haven't yet made up my mind should i do it... its actually a minor OP under LA and cost abt $350 at the hospital near my home... was reading then realized luckily not born in philipines if not kena cut when young by the roadside with a razor and some ice cubes!! knn...

DT, from my class recommeded my for a vacancy at his co. Interview tml morning.. not really looking for a job now.... but if i get it, then good... will only start aft my exams... if nvr get then im not too bothered...

see how it goess....

Holidays

Holidays sucks... at least in SG that is.. everywhere is soo fucking crowded.. and no where else to go other then the same old places... Birthdays are much fun when one is younger... when really young got parties at home.. frends and relatives come over... then got a big cake to cut... lots of presents to open... teenage yrs got drinking parties, bbq chalets, nites of sin (if there is a gf), wild clubbing parties.. then as you get older, relatives dun really celebrate other then a birthday wish, frends usually too bz and can only meet up after work in the evenings or the weekends... not only that, it all becomes just another b-day.. no more excitement compared to when one is much younger... happened that mine fell on eve of Good Friday... Jen called the nite before and asked if i wanted to go for dinner with her on my b-day.. since i did not have any thing on, i said what the heck? Was planning on staying at home on my b-day anyways...

Picked her up at 6pm... damnn.. she looked damnn hott.... she was wearing a tight black dress... then her hair was done up very nicely.. knn she looked liked a model.. i stood there stunned.. jaws dropped... we then went to this place called BLU @ shangri-la... it was fucking expensive place but wtf... we seldom celebrated b-days together and also she will be going back to US soon.. so at least it will be somewhat memorable...i hope...

Wine - $90
Food - $170++
View - Excellent (yea, you can pratically see the whole of town from here!!)
Jen's Company - Priceless!!

Dinner was great cos they have candlelights lit up on every table and managed to get a table by the window.. which is usually quite hard to get... I told her she should have taken part in MSU, confirm she would have won...haha.. she blushed... preety face, nice body and fucking intelligent.. what more can you ask 4??! Come to think of it she actually looks like Cheryl Tay when she smiled... how ppl's facial features can change over the years.... Asked her if she was seeing anyone in US.... she said she too occupied with her work to socialize.. and she is planning to do her post-grad soon... KNN.. here ppl like me havent even finish getting my bladdy deg.. all thanks to the fucking NS... halfway through dinner Alvin sms me and said he was at Brix and asked to come down later... after dinner as it was still early and nearby oso we went down to meet him and the res tof the gang... Lex was also there dancing with some gal... danced with Jen but she was struggling cos of her heels... we then sat down to have some drinks.... Alvin then intro one of the managers cos he freq there... he told the manager it was my b-day then he gave a bottle of Chivas on the house!!! KNN that cheapskate fucker will do anything for a free drink..... 2 glasses then Jen's like become high like that then lean back on the couch... so Alvin, Lex and some gal finished the rest of the bottle... It was already abt 2am, then Jen had to go home cos she was going to church with her parents on Gd Friday morning.... so i sent her home... noticed her face become like tomato again in the light... reached her place then she gave me a hug then kissed on my lips... KNN.. i didn't expect that!! i stood there like statue as she went it.... what the fuck was that abt??? ....humm maybe it's just the american culture that they kiss each other like normal.....

was feeling damn tired when i reached home.. dunno y... then K.Oed till 5pm... my hp started ringing and it was Auntie Alvin on the line.. he asked if Jen spend the nite there... KNN..was meeting him later to go MOS.. cos TIESTO was in town!!! but disappointed... wasted my $38!!! that mothafucker played all fucked up music, only 1 or 2 was his best hits... CCB... that time his performance in KL was much better then in SG.... TIESTO, Fuck U MAN... KNN only if can claim my $$ back... the music was fucked but the crowd was good... N saw 'Janet' there.. she was with her 4 frends... looked like lians... humm... they joined our table then had a drinking competition.... damnn... she and her frend Rachel (dunno her real name or not) were fucking good drinkers... left Lex, me and the 2 of them... Alvin give up half way and was trying to physco one of her frends to go home and fuck together... learnt that "Janet" was actually much younger than me even tho she looked much older.... was damn fucking high when went home that morning.... slept till 6pm the next day... woke up with a bladdy fucking headache.... Realized i spent quite alot the past 2 days... Total Damage: $500+...

At least i got a b-day to rememeber...

Oh yea, and TIESTO, FUCK U again....

Damn Fast

KNN... so fast today is friday!!!? the week just like fly past like rocket.. this usually happened when i was working cos i alwayz look forward to the weekend.. guess i muz be bz with my assignments that i nvr realize the time pass by soo fucking fast... finished one this wk.. another 2 due nxt wk and the last 2.. 2 wks frm now.. then its the exams!! fucking stressed man... think if i was working cfm no fucking time to cope..

met IK yesterday to sell him by hp... that fucker has been eyeing my N70 since the 1st time he saw it... was waiting for him at raffles city then saw JBJ... he was giving out flyers to support his party in the elections... he was standing there for almost 20mins and ppl just walk past him as if he wasn't there... what's the point of campaigning ??? U will NEVER topple the PAP... unless something huge happens... i rem seeing him on tv whn i was damn young.. going to jail in a police van.. then he was much thinner and had black hair.. now?? much fatter and no hair later he still doing the same thing.. i juz don't understand y he want to waste his fucking life ike that instead of retiring and enjoying his last yrs with his grandchildren and wife?!!! It's good to fite 4 what u believe in but one has to know when to quite and do something meaningful with their life... we are just like frogs inside a well... born here, bred here, and die here... for goodness sake the world is a much bigger place!! soo many things to do.. soo many places to see... i haven't done all the things i wanted to do b4 i die.. like see the pyramids, visit the zoolu tribe.. have a MFF threesome...

yea that bitch IK finally came half and hr later.. i didn't know it take 30 mins from marina to raffles city!!? KNN fuck him up for making me wait soo long.. then passed him my hp and he was damn fucking happpy... just heard frm Lex that motorola will be releasing the v3i in diff colors in 2Q 2006... knn lucky i nvr buy the silver one 1st.. look soo fucking boring... probably use the $300 from the progress shite to get it.. good timing cos my contract is about to expire also... but fuck till then have to use the miserable 8850... soo fucking basic hp.. only can use to call and sms.... KNN..

humm...'Janet' the salesgirl msg and ask if im going MOS tonite.. replied her that i don't need a cheebye to fuck tonite... she then replied with a smily face.. haha..

been getting irritating calls from this wine broker... keepin calling and asking to buy some OZ wine.. and each bottle cost AUD 120!! KNN he fucking mad to think i will pay soo much for a bloody bottle of wine... soo fucking ex.. cold storage sell for $14.. CCB.. the vinyard use Queen Elizabeth shitz as fertilizer is it? or the bottle cork made of gold?? that dickhead call me again i swear im going to fuck him upside down.. hate ppl who can't take No for and ans.. well at least i was polite the 1st time and my tolerance is not very high.. so yea.. he asked for it.

Sober up

Finally feeling better to log on to my laptop again... was feeling soo fucked up to do anything other than sleep... Met Alvin on wed to get the mixers for my friday nite drinkning session.. he said wan to go taka to find so followed him there.. then went to dunno wad floor.. think it was 3rd or 4th.. the cookery section.. then like blur fuck cos i nvr been to that section b4.. then that knn said he need to go toilet and left me to find it for myself.... then i went in and out the lanes then finaly saw the mixers!! one small corner at the bottom shelf.. not bad they got a few types so was looking tru then suddenly someone kneeled beside me..it was one of the salesgal then she ask what i was looking 4.. so i said i need a mixer then she looked tru the stuff and dig out one from the back then said this was good.. told her she sounded very experienced in such stuff.. then she smiled.. asked her name then she said Janet.. then dunno y i suddenly looked at her name tag then it started with S.. then ask her y the name tag got diff name then she said Janet is wad her outside frends call her.. wtf.. give fake name then tok cock with me.. then she asked my name.. then give her fake name also.. fucking hell, do i look like a jak-ass to her?! she asked if i going to some party then i said i having a drinking session with my frends.. then jokingly ask if she want to come oso..she ask how many guys n gals then i said dunno but majority think guys.. then she say she paiseh.. then i said i send them home then we both can drink together then she laff.. funnie meh? nothing wrong in drinkning together wad.. humm..

Friday finally came!! the family left the house at abt 2pm... thy said they want the hse the same condition as how they left.. knn as if i give a fuck... heard the first knoeck on my door at abt 7pm.. it was daniel... soon the rest of them came..Alvin, Steve, Michelle, Gerald, Ryan, Lex and the next person left me totally speachless.. it was Jen... I only called Alvin, Steve and Lex , my jc buddies but i guess they called the others along also.. guess its alrite as long there are enuff booze for everyone to drown in..luckily that fucker Alvin brought 2 bottles of vodka along...hummm why i was shocked to see Jen was b'cos i haven't seen her in donkey years after she left to go US to study some fucking bio-chemistry shit or something like that... humm.. seeing her brought me back to my jc days where we used to have a thing for each other but... luckily or unluckily nothing happened... we then ordered like 4 large pizzas.. and taked cock.. after that started to play tai-ti.. knn sooo fucking long until i forgot how to play.... so kept losing the first few rounds... Steve, Lex and me are the only good drinkers and the others become like tomato once a bit high.. weak man.. haha.. but its good cos i get more to drink....

After a while we played black-jack and almost every other fucking card game we could think of.. Steve then suggested we play strip-poker but Gerald dun let Mich play.. fuck man.. wads his prob?? then i realized that they were both bf and gf!!! knn.. out of the whole class nvr expect these 2 to get together!! then Alvin brough his DVD.. some thai horror movie.. oh yea, 'The Dorm' which he got when he went to saigon last week... knn ppl high then put this type of horror movie... like got no effect... Steve, Lex and i were bz having drinking competition amongst ourselves.. see who can drink the most without passing out.. Steve cannot take it then went to toilet.. then left with me and Lex.. man, that motherfucker can drink... we came to the last 1/2 bottle of Chivas.. then suddely Lex vomited.. ahaha... NOW WHO'S YOUR DADDY !!! hahaha...

It was almost 4am when the movie finished, me hse was left a war-zone... Steve was still in the toilet dunno what the fuck he doing inside, maybe thinking of Boa and wanking himself... Lex was wasted and lying on the floor.. Gerald and Mich were cuddling on the couch, Ryan was finding for food in the kitchen and munbling he was still hungry.. knn he is like a fucking petrol-tank... fill up until full but then empty was fast.. Alvin was getting fucked by his gf for not answering her calls (man, at 4am in the morning still awake juz to fuck the bf 4 something small like this??!!) and Jen.. she was on the couch feeling a bit high, but still sober.. Time to fuck off.. The lovebirds went home together... probably went to have a good fuck.. Ryan went off with Lex cos they stay few blocks apart and Alvin sent Lex home on his way back... that left Jen... she was going to call 4 a cab but i asked if she wanted to stay over since its almost the next day.. dunno y i said that but she said OK so wtf...

We had our showers (seperately.. fuck) then we were in my room... she then sat on my bed.. knn.. every gal who touched my bed ended up having sex.... she??! i was going to my bro's room to slepp then she said to keep her co. cos she cannot sleep cos her hair was wet.. wtf.. if my hair wet also i don't give a fuck juz go to sleep...dunno why soo particular... anyways even tho i was fucking sleepy by now i sat beside her to entertain her till she feels sleepy... fucking hell, the moment i sat beside her i realized something.... she was wearing this tight tank top and from the top view, i can see almost everything inside.. never mind she was wearing a bra... knn..i couldn't help but keep looking at her longkang..man it was deep...having size C 'sisters' added to the scenary too...haha then she started talking abt our sch times and how things have changed blah blah.. but. think she caught me a few times looking down then asked wat i was looking at..fucking paiseh.. then she said with a sly smile.. 'can see but cannot touch'... WTFFFF... this is like mind-fuck!! its like putting a bone infront of a dog and telling it to sit still....

She then went blah blah until almost 6am.. by this time i already lose track of time but it was starting to get bright outside.... i was sitting up on my bed and she was putting her head on my shoulder and talking about something.. wasn't paying much attention cos was fucking distracted... her hair muz be dry like the sahara desert already by now and i was damnn sleepy and the the bladdy alcholol was starting to take effect..i told her i needed to take a short nap and took off my shirt (i always had the habit of taking off my shirt when i sleep) and closed my eyes for a while... the next thing i know was my fucking hp alarm going off..i woke up and felt something heavy on my chest... then i saw her sleeping on my chest.. knn ..thoughts suddenly crossed my mind.. did we fuck?? shitt i was trying really hard to rem... my shorts was still on and she was fully clothed... so yea.. nothing happened cos i know how wild i can get during sex...humm felt a bit hard down there.. it was fucking bright and half-blinded, i reached over to find my hp on my desk beside my bed then felt something soft.. picked it up and realized that it was a bra!! fuck.. felt something get even harder..finally managed to find my motherfucking hp and was wondering why the hell the alarm went off.. then realized that i had set it a few days b4 to go online to sign up for the progress shit... fuck hell... woke me up frm my sleep.... and it was only like 2pm... Jen was still fast asleep... looked down at her and the only view i had was her forehead... humm.. the last time we were soo close was during out last class outing at ECP chalet after the goddammed As... we sat on the jetty and saw the morning sunrise together... right b4 she left for US for fucking 5 yrs and i went to give my soul to SAF for the next 2 yrs... she found a job in US after she grad.. some company.. Texas something... hum Texas chemical i think... cant rem now cos was distracted when she was talking juz now... she then started to move her head.. she then looked straight up at me then put her hand across my chest and fell asleep.. fuckkkk man.. i cannot take it already so i slowly got up.. trying my best not to wake her up and went to take a shower...If that was any other gal.. we would have had the wildest sex ever and i will made sure i sent her home smiling... fuckkkkk!!!.... when i finished my shower, she up already sitting up on my bed.. maybe feeling a bit groggy... she jus looked sooo tempting..her hair was messy and one side of her top was hanging at the side of her shoulders.. a lil more lower and can see everythingggg already... i asked if she wanted to shower then called a cab for her... it was already 5pm and Alvin called... he was coming over with Lex to watch the epl match...

He then came over with 2 cartons of Tiger - his favourite but i prefer Heineken.. but whatever..That motherfucker Alvin then tried to kaypo about what happened btw Jan and me last night..then that CCB don't believe when i said nothing happned... KNN damn busybody like Anutie man that fucker... woke up today with a fucking headache.... the family was back!! and they were soo fucking noisy.. heard mom shouting that the house was messy again... knn there goes my 3 days of peace... been drinking lots of water to get that fucking alcohol out of my body... need to get down with my proj.. deadline - TOMORROW!! FUCK....