disillusioned

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

Round One......

last week was the most fucked up week then the whole year put together... every single day got something fucked up happened... started on tuesday when i damaged the co. van..... wasn't purposely but don't know y i didn't give a fuck then... after that ever single cb day got at least one fucked up thing happening... this lasted for the whole week till last sunday when it suddenly stopped as sudden as it started....

then last sunday night followed alvin to the SG Pools cos he wanted to bet.... i only wanted to start betting during the knock-out stages cos the match more happening but since i was already there.... decided to just play my luck... put $50 on a draw between the france and korea match.. odds were $4.80 so not so bad... at the way my luck was going then, i was already prepared to lose that $50.... was a 3am match so cannot watch cos next day for my fucking work... next morning was watching the match highlights and FRANCE AND KOREA drew 1-1!!! hahaha... not bad for a night's work... this year Brazil play like fuck.... France even worse.. play like Balestier Khalsa.... i think its going to be close between Argentina, Spain and of course Germany....

oh yea.... i was against subscribing to starfug's PPV fo the WC but my dad didn't want to listen to me and went to subscribe for the WC package.... he said once every 4 years so the $$ was not an issue... knn... its not the $$ but the principals but what the heck..... if it was my choice i wouldn't have done it....

recently go soo much hoo haa about the video clip of the 4 chao ah-lians wacking up another gal at the staircase.... saw the vid clip.... got one part they strip her top.... then one gal kick her at the chest and the tube fall off again then can see her boobs.. the best part is that she never even fight back once also.... CCB first was that tammy then now this.... is SG getting so fucking boring until this kind of incidents happen ppl keep talking about them continously for the next 2-3 weeks.. or even months... even a few days ago in the bus i heard someone talking about the tammy videos.... WTF...

almost a month into my new fucking job and im feeling stressed... my job scope pratically covers everyting under the sun.. and not bad enuff i found out today that there's this knn finance guy who want to play politics with me..frnkly i try to stay away from politics cos it give me extra headache cos i need to think of strategy and planning etc etc.... this CB actually got the cheek to go complain to the boss i everytime MIA... CBB son of a bitach... i dun need to report to him wherever i go... his not my fucking boss...ppl go toilet... smoke break... talk with other colleagues can??!! mother fucker want to play politics i dun give a flying fuck... but the moment u play politics with me... i'll make sure i'll fuck you back twice as hard... i dun give a fuck that you are in the co. for the past 6 years... i'll make sure you leave th co... of if i have to leave... i'm taking you down with me... bastard! maybe that mother fuck jealous of me that the boss like me then want to dirty my name.... KNN whatever the fucking reason i dun care.. just don't play with fire... u'll know what will happen!! CCB if this happened 10 yrs ago... i'll fuck his face soo hard that his own mother won't recognize him... the battle has begun.... sometimes at time like that i kinda miss yvvone... she's the mega bitch in my ex-co. who plays politics even the political parties can lose.... nvm she caused my receptionist of 8 yrs to be sacked within 1 year on joining the co.... she also manages to get the sympathy of most ppl... not to mention slutty also.. hahaha...

recieved a letter from IRAS today... thought it was the assessment on my income tax as it usually come during this time (end of June) but was suprised when i opened it... it was a chq of $150!!! hahaha... i thought IRAS only collect $$$... first time i see them give $$.... fuck maybe its an amount they deduct wrongly from my bank account of smth... better go and check all my accounts again... KNN... not the first time this would have happened... was thinking of calling up IRAS to ask what the fuck the $$ was for... but then again.. ppl give you free $$.. just take it and shut the fuck up... hahaha...

sold my other laptop today as scrap and got some $$ for it... pay is not in yet so i am surviving on day to day.... waiting for the end of the month to come.... can go for drinking parties already....

Janet keep asking me to meet her... knn every morning the first thing i wake up is to see her sms asking to meet up... already told her im damn fucking busi with work and at night watch WC.... but she like don't want to listen... dunno what's wrong with her... maybe her pussy start to itch already.... she keep saying long time she haven kena fuck... that one not my problem ah!! haha...

friday going down to one of my friend's hse to help fix up something... i have always been good with my hands (especially my fingers some have said...hehe).. then at the same time he's gonna pass me a glass fish tank and a stand.. then i can throw away the old one i have at home and finally set up a proper one at home.... decided not to do a marine tank as it involves alot of maintainence... tempreature... salt level, nitrate, skimmer blah blah blah...... keep fresh water fish more easier... Cos i lazy to maintain also...

read somewhere that keeping fishes is therapeutic and help relieve stress.....

Thursday, June 08, 2006

Wierd

been a fucking wierd couple of days... started my new job.. been working for almost a week but got a shitload of things to do... this is where things get strange... employ me as an engineer but turn out my job scope is totally different from what i am suppose to do... knn first ask me to take charge of the co. car.. i don't want to drive it home cos i have to pay for parking/petrol etc so i let the guys in the office borrow when they need it...so im something like the co. mat..in charge of the car... then the fucking boss ask me to set up a library for all the dept ref materials... so now become librarian.. cannot be surprised if one day he ask me to arrange the books using the decimal system or what... then during the meeting he suddenly said that he wanted me to be the future dept mgr?!! WTF... something like this never inform me before hand then out of the fucking blue tell this to everyone... U give me engineer pay and expect me to mgr job?? fuck you lah cb...i joined this co. cos i wanted a low level - less stress job so i can balance my studies and work at the same time and this shite happen.. now im damnn stressed... not physically but mentally.. something which i never felt before... the fact is i am soo fucking free i can type this while still in the office but the fact is i have fucking alot of work to do.... plan this, plan that... write proposal for him.. vet the other engineer's blueprint... KNN... See how this CB job can last... maybe by christmas no change for the better its time to leave...

Now 2nd shocker.. my dad started talking to me... hahaha.. after more than 2 yrs staying under the same roof, finally talking... i was watching tele then he suddenly came out and talked to me... damnn fucking funnie...

Another shocker, the first thing he talked to me was about me going overseas... KNN all those yrs ago when i kept asking to me send me overseas give cock and bull excuse... then now suddenly say like this?!! then he want me to go by next month if possible... go there to work or study or something... he say he even willing to pay for the living expenses there incld air tickets!!! wtf... i thought he was joking then he passed the phone to my uncle in OZ who ask me to come stay at their home till i find a place of my own... But i cannot just go there and leave everything here like that... i just started my new job... 1 month notice.. (3mth if i become a mgr).. my medical appts.... leaving all my bros behind....then our vietnam trip at the end of the yr to find a wife for lex.... Knn i calculated everything to be ready by end next yr then i can fuck off... but its impossible to go without any warning just like that.... anyways managed to delay it till at least july 07.. but my ultimate aim is to fuck off only after December 07...

Was surfing the SG idol webby the other day...i always tot geraldine was cute.... then was looking at her pic... KNN nearly fall off my chair when i read her bio... shes only 16!!!! farking hell.. i old enuff to be her uncle.. but she look much older on tele... the magic of make-up... hiya now better swtich to emilee ...else kena charged then put in jail and kena rotan for going after a minor or something...hahaha... fuck man should have joined sg idol... if that bt.timah hill can qualify think maybe i can at least be the top 100... i think Jonathan looks like Shane from Survivor:Exile Island... hummm....James Tay look like ah beng... Levin Ng look like mat...Rhima look like from the blair witch project....but then again maybe my eyes playing trick cos im getting older...

having some issues with my course starting in july now... knn everybody who i need to speak to is on leave... when i called last monday.. she was on leave till wed.. then when i called back yesterday, she told me to call another person who was now handling the portfolio then when i called that person yesterday, that biatch went on leave from yesterday till the 13th july!! CCB... both take leave like tag-team partners.. so now LL have to wait till next Wed for a reply... fuck...

WC starting tml!!!! so now something to keep me occupied..... alcohol and soccer... per-fact combi...!! KNN STARFUCK charging $15+ to show the live matches??!!! FUCK SHITE! i am already subscribing to their bloddy sports package plus now must pay extra for the WC.. its not about the fucking $$... I won't be surprised if they charge $30 for the WC 2010... Soccer is a beautiful game meant to be enjoyed once every 4 yrs.. not to make every single damn thing in SG a business proposition!! even our neighbours M'sia and Indo are showing all the matches live FREE of charge y not SG??!.... No wonder we are one of the most fucking richest country in the world and our beloved Temasek can boast a $100 billion portfolio... All i can say to those 66.6%... THANK YOU!!!

CCBs....

looks like have to spend my nights at pubs now...