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i think some ppl are so fucking sarcastic, its already in their bloody.. but i've learnt to be patient... Juz don't go over the limit.. else you'll c my ugly side...

what a day... bought the fucking sun screen for my car yesterday coz the past week had been blazing sun and today it was cloudy the whole bloody day! anyways it was good.. did some exercise by playing soccer.. needa work tomorrow at 6am! fuck shite... so need to be up by 5am.. can't rem the last time i was up so early.... probably in the Army but that was million years ago!! the things i do for the $$$ to get the car fixed... shite hole man! I got a new toy in the mail today.. a navigator that i ordered on the 18th Dec... talk about fast delivery! was hoping that i would get it before Christmas so i can make a trip to somewhere but.... anyways better late then never... Needa charge it for 24hrs before i can start playing with it... anyways my new Morotola V8 is no eBay (need to sell it off to get the funds for the car repairs) but no motherfucker wants to bid for it... crazy S.O.B.. they rather bid on some other mobile till $360 when im only selling for $319.. and its damn brand new.. only used for 2 days most... bastards... Use your brains!

Things that piss me off....

Some ppl juz piss me off... fucking hell.. pls use your brain b4 you talk?? the brain's there for a reason.... my wonderful housemate's fren called him from the train station to ask another guy (who drives) to pick him up... but this guy went to the city for the new years.. but this fucking housemate of mine, volunteered myself without even have the decency to ask me first to pick this guy up.. i mean wtf.. i only met him once and he maybe be good frens with the other 2 guys but i hardly know him... i mean if your taking the train, check the bloody bus timings man as you know the bus service here in bullshit... you just don't arrive in the train station and expect ppl to come running to fetch you!! Or at least nvm.. have the decency to inform me b4 hand so i know you are coming, not when you are at the train station and call me to pick you up immediately! i not you fucking taxi driver for goodness sake... even when i came back from the airport, after enduring a 1hr ride to the airport, 8hr flight, 2 hr check-out, 0.5 hr bus ride then a 2.5hr train ride and i miss the bus home, i waited at the bus stop for 1 hr b4 the next bus arrived with my 3 fucking huge luggages when i could have easily called for someone to pick me up??!! Why didn't i??? Simply cos i believe its not good to depend on others when i can help myself.. only when i situations when i really need help do i ask for it... everyone has their own problems and i think its not good to keep bother others.... but some ppl are so fucking dependent that once you help then once or twice, they keep relying on you to help them all the bloody damn time!!! I'm not selfish or whatever.. i'll go all out to help my frends but dont keep making it a fucking habit! I hate ppl to keep replying on others and become too lazy to do things themselves...

another note.. nye celebrations was awsome!! went to Flinders to watch the fireworks and countdown... but it was soooo damn hotttt.. 32 d even at 11pm! imagine how it was like in the day!! fucking summer... my first summer here and i'm missing the weather back home... but after Feb it would be ok as it woule be autumn!! the whole city was packed with people and we checked out this club (that took 2 bloody hrs to Q to enter!)... it was alrite... nothing like Zouk or MOS... but happening then the rest.. anyways uncle too old to fire up the dance floor already so sat in one corner and had some drinks with the rest of the guys.... drank... talk to ppl.. i realized that the chics here are easier to talk to.. (one even came up to me and asked if i wanted to have some fun at the back?) hahah... and everyone juz went around hugging everyone wishing happy new years!! haha.. nice!

trying to find ways to make $$$ now... need to spend over 1K on the car for the parts and juz spent another 50 bucks on interiors for my car... and these are just the minor stuff.. dashboard mats.. sun-screens... steering wheel cover etc...LOL.. guess old habit die hard... its kinda hard to get started here to make $$ coz ur a foreigner and there are lots of restrictions and need to apply for this and that shite.. all that bloody crap.. not like back home where you are a citizen of your own country and things are a lot simpler... well i believe that nothing is impossible..

A New Year... A New Beginning

Ok... been a while since i last updated this blog... much has changed since then.. moved to AU.. got my damn paper qualification (finally)... Its New Years again and time for some New Year Resolutions. one of it is to blog regularly so i can document my boring shite that happens in my lyfe...

Woke up this morning to check how the stuff i put up on eBay are doing.. Fuck. 3 items advertised.. no bids so far... this is what i get for buying unnecessary shite... then opened yahoo homepage.. almost fell off my chair when i saw the top news.. Bhutto kena assassinated by a suicide bomber!! wtf... ex-Pm of Paki and what's the bloody security doing... so now there are only 2 people standing for elections next yr.. musharraf and the other guy.. what's his name.. sharif?? 50-50% chance for both... not bad considering the odds when Bhutto was alive.. something like what.. 33.33%..

Apart from that, the past few days have been damnn fucking hottt in VIC! knn... forget the beaches in sentosa.... can get a suntan just by walking to the nearby post office.... its much hotter than back home and its also less humid... so have been trying to find a job for the holidays but no MF wants to hire me... what's wrong.. i got 2 hands and 2 legs.. i can work! Just got a new (well 2nd hand) car and i need the $$ for its damn servicing... cos the biatch who sold it to me screwed me by not doing its repairs before selling it to me... so now i'm left with doing the repairs else i cannot register it under my name... well.. luckily i bargained almost $700 off the original price so got some slack...plus it the engine sounds like that of a rally engine and it has an awsome pioneer sound system.... sure its nothing like my beloved Subaru WRX i had back home.. but what the hell...this is just temporary and it gets me around for now... been eying on a 2004 Celica next... maybe after next year! maybe can hit Tatttersall (Aussies version of 4D & TOTO) then get a penthouse together with it.. LOL.. Or maybe my luck will start to change at Crown? haha..

Christmas in AU for the first time was OK... no wild parties i used to have when i was in SG tho...went to Crown with Jems and the guys and won some $$ for a change (instead of donating some, which i have been doing for the past yr!!) and saw a familiar face there after a loong time... went to Church (yess!! haha..) at Flinders for a while, when to a pub to chill.. then around to find a good nightclub.. but most of them had queues like an anaconda down to the next bloody street... so ended up in a strip club.. lol.. wasn't really in the mood for abalones to just sat down there and watched the guys wasted their $$$... then suddenly felt someone hugging me from the back... trued out to be some of the strippers (who else could it be..lol)..asked if i wanted a lap dance.. i said NO.. she couldn't accept NO for an answer and kept pestering....these dances usually cost $50 for like 3-5 mins... then she said y not.. it only cost $10 for one! WTF... soo fucking cheap!! and she wasn't that bad.. kinda old but hot bod.. the MILF type.. so with my typical Singaporean attitude saying cheap cheap.. juz wack!! only 10 bucks.. haha.. that's how much a plate of fried rice would cost here... So overall had a gd chrismas for the first time in AU...

Well nothing planned for NYE for now.. will see how it goess...

Start. Let’s Go

It’s time again.. Time to carry ang mo’s ballz… Looks like the years of colonial training has taught us well… Suddenly all the upgrades magically complete… The shops renovation at change airport is completed… the upgrading at Marina also completed…. The construction work opposite Suntec all nicely covered up with SMILE Singapore posters… Surprised to see people smiling soo happily in this day and time as if they kena 4-D or TOTO first prize..… knn must be on of those 66.6%.. CCB went down to Suntec to meet Alvin (cos that fucker works there) then kena road block everywhere… want to cut through Raffles Hotel to walk over to Suntec also cannot cos the whole Hotel kena guard by the blue falcons. They can some more bring the scanning machine down and place it at every entrance of the hotel.. so fucking inconvenient!! A 15 min walk now took me a bloody ½ hr cos I had to walk one cb round the hotel… if not I had to get scanned to go in… then when I exit at the other end, kena scanned again… fuck shite! I thought the fucking meeting was at the Convection Center what…. Not at Raffles Hotel??!! SO much security for fuck? As if they hide their mistresses there… CCB….Am gonna skip that whole bloody farking area till they go back….

Actually went down to see Alvin cos got a lot of free time now… I was finally released from my shite job… Last Friday was my LAST DAY!!! Haha People ORD once in their lifetime.. but I ORD twice!! Haha.. That KBW finally got a sucker to replace me so decided to let me go.. but not until keeping me for the full 3 month notice period… that bastard can postpone my last day then got the bloody cheek to ask me to give him a report of all my contributions for the past 3 months??!! WTF… Wake up you idea, you bastard.. where got people who want to resign slogg so hard for your co.? I dun give a flying fuck since the day I tender.. just waiting for you to terminate my contract .. U ask me to give this kind of fuck report.. I just told him I never contribute anything so got no report to write… and save his Co. that one piece of paper… what the fuck he wanna do? Ask me to return the salary he already paid me?? Hahah… think that must be the final straw cos the next day he brought in the new guy…. Anyways PEACE OF MIND for me at last!! Can fuck off from that stinking place.... haha

Went down to Holland V on Sat to celebrate this joyous occasion with Lex, Alvin, Steve, Mich… and also to watch my beloved Liverpool play… but it was a sad day cos Liverpool played like the Singapore Lions….That night wasn’t that good, for me at least.. First, Liverpool lost… Second they not only lost, but lost 3-0!!... Third I ended up paying for a meal for the next table…. Maybe I was too engrossed with they losing the match that I signed the bill without checking properly....It was not until someone from the other table noticed that they were not charge for a meal they had and told the waitress.. then the waitress went to check with the cashier… Then the cashier found out that the smart alec from the next table actually signed for their meal already….. the waitress then came to explain to me… she said it was the cashier’s fault.. then the cashier said it was the watiress’s fault… KNN I was already soo sad my Liverpool lost then see this kind of tai chi show…. I got fed up seeing both of them do wayang show.. so I told them to forget it cos they gave some excuse that I already signed and they cannot offer a refund unless it’s a cash payment or something like that…It only fucking $12 man… spare me the crap!! Then this gal from the next table (probably whose meal whom I so generously paid for) came up and offered to pay me for the mistake… But I was already embarrassed cos of the whole incident told her its alrite cos its was just a misunderstanding… but she insisted on paying… So I told her I don’t want to accept her $$ but instead she could buy me coffee in return…. Haha… then she smile and said OK.. so we exchanged nos..found out her name was Elisa…. She called the next day (was quite surprised she called) and found out she was actually with the planning committee for the carrying white-ballz contingent…haha... and she was there with a colleagues that night for a get-together before they went full swing cos most of the guests were arriving on Monday…. Said that she would be very busy for the next 2 weeks and would not have any time to talk or go for coffee... Told her we can go for coffee anytime after she’s finished her work cos I’m damn fucking free now… hahaha…

Hummm… as for sch …..I always wondered why there are some people can be so good at everything…. It’s like you give them anything also they can do.. and not only do.. but do it well… But I'm not like that… neither I am stupid... I tend to do well at things that I’m interested at…. If I dun like something, no matter how hard I try, I cannot make it… just like how I failed my 2nd language papers from sec to JC… only scrapping thru at my Os and As…. Thing is I got 4 units now… and one of it is a fucking programming unit… why the fuck I’m doing programming in an engineering program I do not know! If I wanted to learn programming I would have gone and taken up some fucking IT program for goodness sake!! Bastards…. IT and me are like miles apart.. like Earth and Pluto.. maybe even further! CCB…. I decided to drop that unit cos no point spending time on something which I know I got no interest in… and possibly fail in the exams…. Rather focus my time on the other 3 units… Assignments due in Oct.. for now.. its time to relaxxx… =)

An Interesting Pic...... hahaha

Stinkapore

KNN.. what’s so fucking great about national day?? Isn’t it the same ‘ol shite every year!!! One mad man standing in front of the parade shouting his lungs out and the rest of the people marching around here and there…. Asked a couple of people what’s the best part about National Day…. Most common answer I got was “Wahhh.. the fireworks soo nice one leh!” KNN.. my 9 inch cracker can also give fireworks better than that! Honestly guys, wake up for fucking idea can…. Like my professor was telling the other time… Singapore does not have a heritage like most countries…. Majority of us came from China Land in fucking pig-sty conditioned junks…. Come here work as coolie and smoke opium… WTF… But one thing hasn’t changed though… Then, made to work like dogs by the Ang Mo’s… now made to work like dogs by our own kind…. CCB… and we want to celebrate for this kind of nation…

Another thing I cannot help but to feel fucking pissed is the huge “Land of 4 Million Smiles” advertisement I saw a few days ago splattered on a bus!! I mean fucking hell.. wake up u dumb asses… Land of 4 million smiles?? If I saw this in Bangkok it would be quite alright I guess but here in SG?!!! That has to be the joke of the millennium… In this country where if u smile to the other person walking down the street.. they would probably go like “Sieow ah?!!”… or if you glance at another person, the next word out of their mouth would be “Stare what stare?!”…. First it was the advert from NUS showing that ang mo chick throwing away all the offers from Harvard and Princeton to choose NUS.. now this kind shite… I mean if you wanna bullshite can… but also must have a limit right?? How can you bullshite through you nose, mouth and ass until like that???!! Make me wanna puke watch this kind of out-of-this world crap…. I thought my jokes were crappy until I saw what fuck-shite has been happening recently….

Proven fact: S’poreans tend to be friendlier to ang mos rather than to their own kind…. Even when the time I used to travel on SIA, most of the ang mo travelers would be attended promptly and always with a smile… But when to came to Asians, they serve like they don’t give a fuck… Serve for the sake of serving!! KNN go inside the cabin toilet and fuck the spider!! U not happy to serve then don’t fucking serve… show me your black face until my appetite run away… Must be the years of colonial rule.. soaked into the genes of their grandfather then passed down through the generations…. CCB.. come fuck my dog.. it’s a German Sheaperd.. also got ang mo heritage!! Haha

Actually the main reason why I am fucking mad is that today I called up MOM cos I wanted to ask them if what my fucking boss doing is legal.. holding me back and not letting me resign before the 1 yr period and need to give 3 months notice after which!! Fucking hell never heard of this kind of CB contract before… then a guys answered and after hearing my side of the story, he said I have to abide the contract…. I mean that got such thing as “Employment Act” for fuck??? Maybe as it’s name implies it’s just an “act” to make people thing that they are protected by our wonderful gahmen… Then ask him doesn’t the “Employment Act” take precedence over the other contracts then he said that one I have to go talk to a lawyer and sort it out with them…

KNN.. it’s like telling me…”You signed the contract now it’s your problem… We always support the employers as they pay us good $$$ every FY through taxes and we will help them by ever means necessary to milk every singe drop of employee and squeeze you dry and throw you in one corner. The you can go fuck yourself for being a loser and born in Stinkapore”….. Frankly I do not know why I signed such a fucked up contract at that point in time… maybe I needed the $$ to supplement my lifestyle.. cos being jobless for 5 months is not a joke considering my lifestyle…. Guess we all learn from mistakes…. If we don’t make mistakes, we will never learn… period

To: KBW… fuck you… U damn lucky my hands are tied...N your fucking ego is as big as your room... If not for the early termination… I’d say this right in your fucking face.

Bastard.

Time.......

is something which lost can never be gotten back again…. And especially at my age, every min = $$.. the egotistical bastard boss of mine does not want to let me go even though I tendered my resignation letter like 7 weeks ago…. SON OF A BLODDY BIATCH… who in the world would threaten an employee with a termination letter after they had already tendered in their resignation letter??!! Apparently it makes sense to that fucker bastard…. So he gave me a warning letter last week b’cos I have been coming late for work…As I give a flying fuck??! u do NOT expect to anyone to put in that same amount of enthusiasm compared to someone who has already resigned…. I suppose to fuck off in a month but keep me there soo long… CCB…. Give me excuse got no time to find replacement blah blah… CCB… gave him the ultimatum by this month I will be leaving and he can go ahead and do whatever he likes cos I got no time for his fucking games…. One thing I learnt from this experience is to never work for an SME EVERRRR AGAINNN!!! Small cos. are fucked up… at least in my experience!! Its hard now to juggle classes full time… Have been working only 2 days/week for the past 2 weeks cos of class and think its getting on his neves… hahaha… hope he gets pissed off and fires/terminates me immediately….what ever he calls it… haha …. BASTARD! I hope u die a slow death and if I was there, I’ll make sure I spit on you face before they bury it 6 feet below…

Have actually decided to continue classes full-time as this is my last semester…. Feels like I have wasted more than 4 yrs of my life in NUS studying part-time… now it feels weird cos most of my classmates are like 19-24.. and I’m like the oldest…. Ut wat the fuck… 6 more months and I can fuck off with a Bachalors… then if everything goes well, start my Masters in OZ land next Feb!! hahaha…… Jamm packed 5 mods this sem.. HUGE diff from the usually 2 that I used to take and the stress is getting to me…. Looks like my social life has to be put on hold for a while…. No more drinking parties.. romps….racing….At least till Dec…

Followed Alvin to the PC show some time ago cos he want to buy some IT stuff… then end up getting a Creative web cam for myself… it wasn’t that expensive and the picture quality wasn’t that bad either… Now I got a webcam but got no one to cyber wiff….. hahaha….

Been on a spending spree the past couple of weeks… also got my v3i.. fucking Motorola don’t want to release the blue version so end up getting the quartz one… going to get the blue housing off ebay and change it… : ) …. Need to spend a bit more but it’s worth it…

I found something more therapeutic helps relieves stress better than rearing fishes – A half naked girl dancing while I sip on a glass of Chivas…. Oh Mannnnn….

Round One......

last week was the most fucked up week then the whole year put together... every single day got something fucked up happened... started on tuesday when i damaged the co. van..... wasn't purposely but don't know y i didn't give a fuck then... after that ever single cb day got at least one fucked up thing happening... this lasted for the whole week till last sunday when it suddenly stopped as sudden as it started....

then last sunday night followed alvin to the SG Pools cos he wanted to bet.... i only wanted to start betting during the knock-out stages cos the match more happening but since i was already there.... decided to just play my luck... put $50 on a draw between the france and korea match.. odds were $4.80 so not so bad... at the way my luck was going then, i was already prepared to lose that $50.... was a 3am match so cannot watch cos next day for my fucking work... next morning was watching the match highlights and FRANCE AND KOREA drew 1-1!!! hahaha... not bad for a night's work... this year Brazil play like fuck.... France even worse.. play like Balestier Khalsa.... i think its going to be close between Argentina, Spain and of course Germany....

oh yea.... i was against subscribing to starfug's PPV fo the WC but my dad didn't want to listen to me and went to subscribe for the WC package.... he said once every 4 years so the $$ was not an issue... knn... its not the $$ but the principals but what the heck..... if it was my choice i wouldn't have done it....

recently go soo much hoo haa about the video clip of the 4 chao ah-lians wacking up another gal at the staircase.... saw the vid clip.... got one part they strip her top.... then one gal kick her at the chest and the tube fall off again then can see her boobs.. the best part is that she never even fight back once also.... CCB first was that tammy then now this.... is SG getting so fucking boring until this kind of incidents happen ppl keep talking about them continously for the next 2-3 weeks.. or even months... even a few days ago in the bus i heard someone talking about the tammy videos.... WTF...

almost a month into my new fucking job and im feeling stressed... my job scope pratically covers everyting under the sun.. and not bad enuff i found out today that there's this knn finance guy who want to play politics with me..frnkly i try to stay away from politics cos it give me extra headache cos i need to think of strategy and planning etc etc.... this CB actually got the cheek to go complain to the boss i everytime MIA... CBB son of a bitach... i dun need to report to him wherever i go... his not my fucking boss...ppl go toilet... smoke break... talk with other colleagues can??!! mother fucker want to play politics i dun give a flying fuck... but the moment u play politics with me... i'll make sure i'll fuck you back twice as hard... i dun give a fuck that you are in the co. for the past 6 years... i'll make sure you leave th co... of if i have to leave... i'm taking you down with me... bastard! maybe that mother fuck jealous of me that the boss like me then want to dirty my name.... KNN whatever the fucking reason i dun care.. just don't play with fire... u'll know what will happen!! CCB if this happened 10 yrs ago... i'll fuck his face soo hard that his own mother won't recognize him... the battle has begun.... sometimes at time like that i kinda miss yvvone... she's the mega bitch in my ex-co. who plays politics even the political parties can lose.... nvm she caused my receptionist of 8 yrs to be sacked within 1 year on joining the co.... she also manages to get the sympathy of most ppl... not to mention slutty also.. hahaha...

recieved a letter from IRAS today... thought it was the assessment on my income tax as it usually come during this time (end of June) but was suprised when i opened it... it was a chq of $150!!! hahaha... i thought IRAS only collect $$$... first time i see them give $$.... fuck maybe its an amount they deduct wrongly from my bank account of smth... better go and check all my accounts again... KNN... not the first time this would have happened... was thinking of calling up IRAS to ask what the fuck the $$ was for... but then again.. ppl give you free $$.. just take it and shut the fuck up... hahaha...

sold my other laptop today as scrap and got some $$ for it... pay is not in yet so i am surviving on day to day.... waiting for the end of the month to come.... can go for drinking parties already....

Janet keep asking me to meet her... knn every morning the first thing i wake up is to see her sms asking to meet up... already told her im damn fucking busi with work and at night watch WC.... but she like don't want to listen... dunno what's wrong with her... maybe her pussy start to itch already.... she keep saying long time she haven kena fuck... that one not my problem ah!! haha...

friday going down to one of my friend's hse to help fix up something... i have always been good with my hands (especially my fingers some have said...hehe).. then at the same time he's gonna pass me a glass fish tank and a stand.. then i can throw away the old one i have at home and finally set up a proper one at home.... decided not to do a marine tank as it involves alot of maintainence... tempreature... salt level, nitrate, skimmer blah blah blah...... keep fresh water fish more easier... Cos i lazy to maintain also...

read somewhere that keeping fishes is therapeutic and help relieve stress.....