Stinkapore

KNN.. what’s so fucking great about national day?? Isn’t it the same ‘ol shite every year!!! One mad man standing in front of the parade shouting his lungs out and the rest of the people marching around here and there…. Asked a couple of people what’s the best part about National Day…. Most common answer I got was “Wahhh.. the fireworks soo nice one leh!” KNN.. my 9 inch cracker can also give fireworks better than that! Honestly guys, wake up for fucking idea can…. Like my professor was telling the other time… Singapore does not have a heritage like most countries…. Majority of us came from China Land in fucking pig-sty conditioned junks…. Come here work as coolie and smoke opium… WTF… But one thing hasn’t changed though… Then, made to work like dogs by the Ang Mo’s… now made to work like dogs by our own kind…. CCB… and we want to celebrate for this kind of nation…

Another thing I cannot help but to feel fucking pissed is the huge “Land of 4 Million Smiles” advertisement I saw a few days ago splattered on a bus!! I mean fucking hell.. wake up u dumb asses… Land of 4 million smiles?? If I saw this in Bangkok it would be quite alright I guess but here in SG?!!! That has to be the joke of the millennium… In this country where if u smile to the other person walking down the street.. they would probably go like “Sieow ah?!!”… or if you glance at another person, the next word out of their mouth would be “Stare what stare?!”…. First it was the advert from NUS showing that ang mo chick throwing away all the offers from Harvard and Princeton to choose NUS.. now this kind shite… I mean if you wanna bullshite can… but also must have a limit right?? How can you bullshite through you nose, mouth and ass until like that???!! Make me wanna puke watch this kind of out-of-this world crap…. I thought my jokes were crappy until I saw what fuck-shite has been happening recently….

Proven fact: S’poreans tend to be friendlier to ang mos rather than to their own kind…. Even when the time I used to travel on SIA, most of the ang mo travelers would be attended promptly and always with a smile… But when to came to Asians, they serve like they don’t give a fuck… Serve for the sake of serving!! KNN go inside the cabin toilet and fuck the spider!! U not happy to serve then don’t fucking serve… show me your black face until my appetite run away… Must be the years of colonial rule.. soaked into the genes of their grandfather then passed down through the generations…. CCB.. come fuck my dog.. it’s a German Sheaperd.. also got ang mo heritage!! Haha

Actually the main reason why I am fucking mad is that today I called up MOM cos I wanted to ask them if what my fucking boss doing is legal.. holding me back and not letting me resign before the 1 yr period and need to give 3 months notice after which!! Fucking hell never heard of this kind of CB contract before… then a guys answered and after hearing my side of the story, he said I have to abide the contract…. I mean that got such thing as “Employment Act” for fuck??? Maybe as it’s name implies it’s just an “act” to make people thing that they are protected by our wonderful gahmen… Then ask him doesn’t the “Employment Act” take precedence over the other contracts then he said that one I have to go talk to a lawyer and sort it out with them…

KNN.. it’s like telling me…”You signed the contract now it’s your problem… We always support the employers as they pay us good $$$ every FY through taxes and we will help them by ever means necessary to milk every singe drop of employee and squeeze you dry and throw you in one corner. The you can go fuck yourself for being a loser and born in Stinkapore”….. Frankly I do not know why I signed such a fucked up contract at that point in time… maybe I needed the $$ to supplement my lifestyle.. cos being jobless for 5 months is not a joke considering my lifestyle…. Guess we all learn from mistakes…. If we don’t make mistakes, we will never learn… period

To: KBW… fuck you… U damn lucky my hands are tied...N your fucking ego is as big as your room... If not for the early termination… I’d say this right in your fucking face.

Bastard.

Time.......

is something which lost can never be gotten back again…. And especially at my age, every min = $$.. the egotistical bastard boss of mine does not want to let me go even though I tendered my resignation letter like 7 weeks ago…. SON OF A BLODDY BIATCH… who in the world would threaten an employee with a termination letter after they had already tendered in their resignation letter??!! Apparently it makes sense to that fucker bastard…. So he gave me a warning letter last week b’cos I have been coming late for work…As I give a flying fuck??! u do NOT expect to anyone to put in that same amount of enthusiasm compared to someone who has already resigned…. I suppose to fuck off in a month but keep me there soo long… CCB…. Give me excuse got no time to find replacement blah blah… CCB… gave him the ultimatum by this month I will be leaving and he can go ahead and do whatever he likes cos I got no time for his fucking games…. One thing I learnt from this experience is to never work for an SME EVERRRR AGAINNN!!! Small cos. are fucked up… at least in my experience!! Its hard now to juggle classes full time… Have been working only 2 days/week for the past 2 weeks cos of class and think its getting on his neves… hahaha… hope he gets pissed off and fires/terminates me immediately….what ever he calls it… haha …. BASTARD! I hope u die a slow death and if I was there, I’ll make sure I spit on you face before they bury it 6 feet below…

Have actually decided to continue classes full-time as this is my last semester…. Feels like I have wasted more than 4 yrs of my life in NUS studying part-time… now it feels weird cos most of my classmates are like 19-24.. and I’m like the oldest…. Ut wat the fuck… 6 more months and I can fuck off with a Bachalors… then if everything goes well, start my Masters in OZ land next Feb!! hahaha…… Jamm packed 5 mods this sem.. HUGE diff from the usually 2 that I used to take and the stress is getting to me…. Looks like my social life has to be put on hold for a while…. No more drinking parties.. romps….racing….At least till Dec…

Followed Alvin to the PC show some time ago cos he want to buy some IT stuff… then end up getting a Creative web cam for myself… it wasn’t that expensive and the picture quality wasn’t that bad either… Now I got a webcam but got no one to cyber wiff….. hahaha….

Been on a spending spree the past couple of weeks… also got my v3i.. fucking Motorola don’t want to release the blue version so end up getting the quartz one… going to get the blue housing off ebay and change it… : ) …. Need to spend a bit more but it’s worth it…

I found something more therapeutic helps relieves stress better than rearing fishes – A half naked girl dancing while I sip on a glass of Chivas…. Oh Mannnnn….